So This Is It....

Go figure the very first time we decide it's okay to even consider having a baby, it works! I mean, really, who does that happen to? Seems like no one, anymore. Considering I have PCOS and hypothyroidism, I am certainly surprised! But by the grace of the spirit we call G-d, Hashem, Allah, whatever, I am PREGNANT!

I honestly thought this day would be after a lot of hard work and tears. The biggest fear I ever had in my life was that this would never happen to me. Since the day I discovered what PCOS was, and then even more so from the day I discovered I actually had PCOS - I thought my dream of becoming a mom was going to be crushed forever. I actually have a feeling of "survivor's guilt" because it was so easy for us. Today is the first cycle we TTC'd, it worked, and we are 3w and 1d pregnant!

I think the worst part of this is figuring out the best way to tell Joel, my loving DH.

Above all else, I feel blessed to be given the honor of becoming someone's mother. It is a privilege that I do not take lightly. I hope that I can be half the mother mine was, and still is.

I look forward to a call from Sarah (my BFF) any minute now to discuss this amazing news!!!!